Friday, February 26, 2010
Mmmm have you ever had that one pointless object ? The one that anyone could pass without notice , but with one look of it ...it has so much more meaning to you ?
Well that's how I feel right now . I think i just fell upon something that I thought i had but never stopped to think that maybe it was hidden somewhere . I never realized how much it meant till I found it . It's not the object that has sentimental value . But the past that lead up to me even holding it in my arms now is what makes it painful .
So many memories . So much to hold on to . So hard to let it go .
Have you ever experienced the feeling of your heart actually tearing in two ?
I think I have but knowing that the person who broke it in the first place may not be the same one who mends it , makes it close to impossible to forget the moments that actually made you believe that they truly cared for you .
I think not knowing how much someone cares for you now is harder then actually living through a life not knowing that if the hurtful things they say is a lie and a way to make them forget about you . If only breaking the ice between these barriers weren`t so hard .
Well that's how I feel right now . I think i just fell upon something that I thought i had but never stopped to think that maybe it was hidden somewhere . I never realized how much it meant till I found it . It's not the object that has sentimental value . But the past that lead up to me even holding it in my arms now is what makes it painful .
So many memories . So much to hold on to . So hard to let it go .
Have you ever experienced the feeling of your heart actually tearing in two ?
I think I have but knowing that the person who broke it in the first place may not be the same one who mends it , makes it close to impossible to forget the moments that actually made you believe that they truly cared for you .
I think not knowing how much someone cares for you now is harder then actually living through a life not knowing that if the hurtful things they say is a lie and a way to make them forget about you . If only breaking the ice between these barriers weren`t so hard .
i know that i have loved you ... at 8:45 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities