if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Monday, November 23, 2009

what am I ?

Baby, it's so hard to say how much I miss you.
I try my hardest to forget you but there's always something that brings me back
and i can't help but think about you.
It was you and I, forever and always.
And now i'm just a girl that you can live without.

I'm supposed to have all this hate for you that should make me
wanna even forget you exist!
But i can't because it's bittersweet
When I said i love you, i meant it and you know it was true
that baby what we had was between me and you.

I'm sorry if it didn't seem like i gave it my all
I'm sorry if I didn't express my feelings to the world as much as she does
but baby you know how much you meant to me
and you were the number one person who needed to see it

I gave it all to you
who cares what people saw in us.
our love was no reality tv show
there was nothing to prove to anyone
It's hard to forget you and everything we were
having a replacement can make the past seem so far away
but it's not gone
it's just shoved away
it'll never be lost, because it will always find it's way back
Boy if you really loved her then why was she picked second best

you were always my number one
and i still hold that spot for you
21 was us to cherish and never let it burn through
you brought out the me
that no one would have ever seen
i gave you my heart to hold
and you know you still have it
I cannot doubt that you know where it is
because you said I was a part of you

Baby I know she loves you,
but not the way I do
<3

i know that i have loved you ... at 7:49 PM
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` here.waiting ;

    ♥ HAAAII ! AliceBear hereee ♥
    divested lover
    take my breath away
    i'm on my knees
    studying your heart
    I'm not perfect but I know right from wrong
    I make mistakes, I own up to them
    I hurt you, I apologize
    I'm your friend, I love you
    You're my friend, I trust you
    I'm your lover, I won't hurt you
    You're my hater, fuck you
    p.s. do not eff with me
    because I may just be the most straight up person you'll ever meet .
    I ain't the type of girl to hide behind
    a computer screen (:

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