Sunday, November 29, 2009
Just out and about ^.^
Okie, so this weekend was pretty awesome ! I can't help but express how I have the greatest friends in the whole world. These people are capable of so much. They can make me so happy in a matter of moments it's crazy ! When i'm with them, i forget all the stupid people, the stupid things going on, and the things not even worth stressing about. They truly are great friends. For one, they put up with me all the time which is just about enough to throw you over the edge. If they can handle that they can handle anything ! The only sad thing is that I miss them so so much. It sucks being away at different schools or as Christina would like to call it, "Institutions of Education" ! lmfao. Oh man good times. Aha well yah that's about it. Just thought i'd share the love ! Love them losers and girlies soooooo much ! I'm so glad to have met them and have had them in my life. <3
Do I regret any of the friendships I've made this past year? No, not at all. Why? yah shure I met the "friends" who were fake to the max, but I also made the best friends who would kick their ass in 5 seconds flat. Lmfao no just kidding, i'd never let them. But yah I don't regret that at all because it showed me exactly who these people are and if they deserved to get to know me more than they already did. The faster you see it the easier it is to let them go. It's the friends who are real that are the hard ones to let go. But when you love them that much you don't have to even bother trying. You don't need to forget, let go, and move on.
Same goes with those "loves". You can't regret them and you can't forget them
They were there for a reason.
They happened for a reason.
They were amazing for a reason.
They hurt like a bitch for a reason.
They happened because you were in love, you wanted to be together, you wanted to be with them all the time.
They were yours, you were theirs.
They hurt because it's hard letting go of what you had.
They stick to you because they meant something to you.
They fed your heart and kept it filled.
They keep you holding on and hoping because you want it all back.
They make you confused because you don't know what you did.
They say they love you more because they want you to fight back and show them that they're wrong, and you find it you were the winner.
They keep you wishing because if they truly love you, they'll come back.
They say those hurtful things to get you to move on and stop thinking about them.
In a way those hurtful things are the things that help push you forward and make you stronger. Because if they do ever come back to you, you'll be prepared and ready to handle what comes at you. It helps you think straight and stay focussed on what you want and what you deserve.
To the heartbroken, lost, and forgotten. Be happy ! Live life and don't let anything hold you back!
We only live once and when we live, we're gonna live it right !
- Lyss <3
i know that i have loved you ... at 5:27 PM
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Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Hey blogger !
so basically today went pretty good !
lawl other then the fact that I was completely tripping out all day !
aha oh man I don't know wtf was in that coffee,
but I could not keep focus AT ALL !
erg so today I was watching disband and saw Syla Vale
lol i decided to look at her myspace
and fell in LOVE with her song
"Not Another Girl"
so basically today went pretty good !
lawl other then the fact that I was completely tripping out all day !
aha oh man I don't know wtf was in that coffee,
but I could not keep focus AT ALL !
erg so today I was watching disband and saw Syla Vale
lol i decided to look at her myspace
and fell in LOVE with her song
"Not Another Girl"
I hope she makes you happy,
I hope she breaks your heart.
I hope you fall in love,
I hope she makes you cry.
Oh what you do to me,
woahh, you'll never find another me,
won't find a girl like me
I hope she gives you all the love in the world,
I hope he comes along to take your sweet away
I hope she keeps you close to her heart,
Until one day she's gonna find a better one than yours
ahhha it's so true!
lmfao I love songs with revenge.
Yesh it's a little harsh but they make it so much more fun!
what would we do if we were stuck listening to the same love struck songs?
where's the Hells Yes in that?
rofl well that's pretty much all I have to say, haven't slept in 2 days
thinking is not the best thing I can do at the moment!
- lyss <3
i know that i have loved you ... at 5:50 PM
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Monday, November 23, 2009
what am I ?
Baby, it's so hard to say how much I miss you.
I try my hardest to forget you but there's always something that brings me back
and i can't help but think about you.
It was you and I, forever and always.
And now i'm just a girl that you can live without.
I'm supposed to have all this hate for you that should make me
wanna even forget you exist!
But i can't because it's bittersweet
When I said i love you, i meant it and you know it was true
that baby what we had was between me and you.
I'm sorry if it didn't seem like i gave it my all
I'm sorry if I didn't express my feelings to the world as much as she does
but baby you know how much you meant to me
and you were the number one person who needed to see it
I gave it all to you
who cares what people saw in us.
our love was no reality tv show
there was nothing to prove to anyone
It's hard to forget you and everything we were
having a replacement can make the past seem so far away
but it's not gone
it's just shoved away
it'll never be lost, because it will always find it's way back
Boy if you really loved her then why was she picked second best
you were always my number one
and i still hold that spot for you
21 was us to cherish and never let it burn through
you brought out the me
that no one would have ever seen
i gave you my heart to hold
and you know you still have it
I cannot doubt that you know where it is
because you said I was a part of you
Baby I know she loves you,
but not the way I do
<3
I try my hardest to forget you but there's always something that brings me back
and i can't help but think about you.
It was you and I, forever and always.
And now i'm just a girl that you can live without.
I'm supposed to have all this hate for you that should make me
wanna even forget you exist!
But i can't because it's bittersweet
When I said i love you, i meant it and you know it was true
that baby what we had was between me and you.
I'm sorry if it didn't seem like i gave it my all
I'm sorry if I didn't express my feelings to the world as much as she does
but baby you know how much you meant to me
and you were the number one person who needed to see it
I gave it all to you
who cares what people saw in us.
our love was no reality tv show
there was nothing to prove to anyone
It's hard to forget you and everything we were
having a replacement can make the past seem so far away
but it's not gone
it's just shoved away
it'll never be lost, because it will always find it's way back
Boy if you really loved her then why was she picked second best
you were always my number one
and i still hold that spot for you
21 was us to cherish and never let it burn through
you brought out the me
that no one would have ever seen
i gave you my heart to hold
and you know you still have it
I cannot doubt that you know where it is
because you said I was a part of you
Baby I know she loves you,
but not the way I do
<3
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:49 PM
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Thursday, November 19, 2009
Fuck a hater, screw a hoe =)
Okie, so i'm seriously sick and tired of all this stupid drama that can't seem to stop.
It's hard to even try and stay out of it when somehow you get brought back into it,
when half the time you don't even know what the hell you did "this time".
People are constantly posting their fucking life stories on facebook looking for attention.
Like OMFG chill the fuck out ! These stupid rants about your problems and frustrations
isn't doing anything but filling up my homepage !
And jeez is it possible to be a hyprocrite for being a hypocrite ? Like WTF ?! People don't know when to shut up ! There's always someone out there looking for attention and causing trouble. Yet you hear them saying they don't want to hate anyone or start any shit. You don't even know what you're talking about.
Like don't even say you don't fucking care, because if you didn't you wouldn't be dragging this on
and posting all this shit about other people. All you're doing is proving everyone's accusation right....you're a HATER !
yes i said it, a hater !
The way I see it, don't be a pussy and post shit on the internet, because anyone can look big over a computer screen. If you wanna be real and live up to what you say you are...then get off your ass and show it.
If you wanna say something to me, you know where I live, so come at me and believe me I won't back down.
At least when I have something to say, I actually make fucking SENSE ! I don't need to explain myself because i'm not gonna lie to you.
I don't lie, I don't talk behind your back thinking i'm all big. I'll fucking say it to you if I need to.
Yah you wanna call me a bitch for saying that? Well go ahead. But you know what? It's called honesty. Something you don't know.
I've said this before and i'll say it again. Don't apologize unless you want to and not feel that you have to. Otherwise I couldn't give a shit. It's not gonna help me. I don't need pity because i'm just as happy with or without that apology. And don't apologize unless you fucking mean it. Yah sorry is just a word, but it can really make you look bad when you use it over and over. Soon people are gonna think of it as the same thing they think of when words come out of your mouth....shit !
But on the positive side...today was so much fun !
aha kthxbi ! <3
- Lyss
It's hard to even try and stay out of it when somehow you get brought back into it,
when half the time you don't even know what the hell you did "this time".
People are constantly posting their fucking life stories on facebook looking for attention.
Like OMFG chill the fuck out ! These stupid rants about your problems and frustrations
isn't doing anything but filling up my homepage !
And jeez is it possible to be a hyprocrite for being a hypocrite ? Like WTF ?! People don't know when to shut up ! There's always someone out there looking for attention and causing trouble. Yet you hear them saying they don't want to hate anyone or start any shit. You don't even know what you're talking about.
Like don't even say you don't fucking care, because if you didn't you wouldn't be dragging this on
and posting all this shit about other people. All you're doing is proving everyone's accusation right....you're a HATER !
yes i said it, a hater !
The way I see it, don't be a pussy and post shit on the internet, because anyone can look big over a computer screen. If you wanna be real and live up to what you say you are...then get off your ass and show it.
If you wanna say something to me, you know where I live, so come at me and believe me I won't back down.
At least when I have something to say, I actually make fucking SENSE ! I don't need to explain myself because i'm not gonna lie to you.
I don't lie, I don't talk behind your back thinking i'm all big. I'll fucking say it to you if I need to.
Yah you wanna call me a bitch for saying that? Well go ahead. But you know what? It's called honesty. Something you don't know.
I've said this before and i'll say it again. Don't apologize unless you want to and not feel that you have to. Otherwise I couldn't give a shit. It's not gonna help me. I don't need pity because i'm just as happy with or without that apology. And don't apologize unless you fucking mean it. Yah sorry is just a word, but it can really make you look bad when you use it over and over. Soon people are gonna think of it as the same thing they think of when words come out of your mouth....shit !
But on the positive side...today was so much fun !
aha kthxbi ! <3
- Lyss
i know that i have loved you ... at 2:43 PM
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Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Lyssaaaa !
aha so you're here for a reason so lemme show you a bit about me !
AlyssaNicoleArmogan !
05/02/95 - present day and don't forget it
AlyssaNicoleArmogan !
05/02/95 - present day and don't forget it
Livin' up the high school years
Freshmen now, gonna be
Successful !
- Yah this girl right here, can't help but love her
go ahead and hate her
because she can be your best friend forever
or your worst nightmare
Gotta love the besties and the friends that made life unforgettable because no matter how far they are, they'll always be there to stalk your heart! <3
The Boyz : Nan, Oliden, Mose, Tomi, Owen, Jonothan G&S, Brandon, Connor, Tyrone, Sebastian, Devin, Josh, Liam, Dylan, Ethan, Colton, Mark
The Girlies : Lyds, Shay, X-tina, Tristan, Nikki, Chrissy, Veronica, Nicki, Mina, Ali, Amelia, Rachel, Chantel, Friza
haha I'm not perfect but I know right from wrong
I make mistakes, I own up to them
I hurt you, I apologize
I'm your friend, I love you
You're my friend, I trust you
I'm your lover, I won't hurt you
You're my hater, fuck you !
*Reach for the stars*
Never let them go
Baby i'll hold on to you forever
Just tell me and i'll do so
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:44 AM
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