if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Haai,

so I just thought i'd say, the one thing i hate more than people talking shit behind other people's back and then being scared to say it to their face, are liars. Like seriously, it's so fucking annoying. Lying just digs you way deeper than the situation that got you lying in the first place. And what's even more worse than lying? Having someone totally call your bluff. If you're gonna lie make sure you're good at it and be ready for whatever angle someone gets at you. Because you're only gonna look dumb when secretly, that person knows you're lying but they wanna see how long it takes for you to screw up and realize they knew all along.

Hope you enjoy the tips since you're probably reading this .
P.s wanna own up and speak up for yourself, save yourself another lie and find me instead !
(:
lyss <3

i know that i have loved you ... at 7:33 PM
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Sunday, January 3, 2010

Currently listening to: Forever by Faber Drive
Mood: head is spinning with confusion

ahhhh! so today is the last day of christmas break before we head on back to school! uggh I am definitely not looking forward to waking up at 6am every morning, and with exams coming up, the stress factor is going to be wayy over the top. Not like it was ever completely content to begin with. There's been so much going on I'm surprised someone hasn't gone Completely insane yet. But i think some are pretty close to reaching breaking point. >:) But this break was still a lot of fun, it was great seeing the d'Y friends again and the famjammin was lots of fun too ! Ahh I miss them ever so much ! eheh, it's funny, I still remember things from last x-mas breeaak, like making a naaasssty concoction with Lyds and Nicolle and then attempting to feed it to Devin (fail) but succeeded with a curious Sebastian taking the bait ! lmfao, we were so sneaky, pouring it in a Coke bottle and everything ! ewh ewh it was so grooosss, egg, hot sauce, soy sauce, fish food ahhhh I don't wanna talk about it ! xD
btw, Happpy New Years !!!! ah i can't believe it's already 2010. like omg '09 went by way too fast and thank goodness it's over. Like don't get me wrong, '09 was a great year and all for the most of it, but I guess it just ended on the worst part. Like if it were between January and August, i'd probably say, " '09 was definitely my favourite year" and well maybe i'd still say it. For the most of the year, 2009 was amazinnnggg ! It was so much fun! So many memories, good times, and not to mention the millions of inside jokes. I met a lot of great people and i'm glad to still have them here in my life.
They made every day so much fun and worth living . <3
Omg, March break and Summmaaah FTMFW ! aha, it's funny, Mose and I were just talking about March Break like 2 days ago and how much fun it really was !
lmfao, oh man that was definitely something i'll never forget. ohmygoodness, i still remember walking down the creek with Nicole, Devin, and Mose, holding hands not knowing where the fcuk we were going, but somehow ending up back at my house, with Lyds waiting on my doorstep for 686956432816 years ! Which also makes me remember somehting from the Summer. 2 days after I came back from Cuba, Lyds, Connor, Michael, Matt and I were trying to hunt some chick down and was heading to FCT from MacDonalds and somehow ended up walking in a circle bringing us behind Shoppers. I still don't know htf that even happened. But it was still so much fun. Ahhh I could go on forever with so many fun things that happened in '09 but I know i would surely hit the limit. There was just so much going on, that i didn't mind having to get up every morning to go to school.
Awh man, sometimes I miss being gs kids, it was so easy and we were all like one big family. We had our fights but in the end, things were like they were before. I'm really gonna miss those days. And if you overlook the bad moments of '09, there's like 100x more good ones that are worth remembering. They were so much fun, and if I could ever re-live them again just for the experience and feelings in that moment, I would. Those are the memories that are worth cherishing forever. Who knows if we'll ever get to feel this way again. Yes we're still kids, but were also growing up a lot faster than we expected. And sometimes we take the moments like these for granted, and we'll never realize how much they truly meant to us until it's gone and won't have the oppurtunity ever again. As we get older, memories are all we'll ever have, and it's our right to remember them for what they were and why they were worth holding a permanent spot in the back of our heads.

And as much, as I am gonna miss '09, I'm definitely welcoming the year 2010, as another great year. Maybe it may be even better ! And i'm not saying stupid things like, "oh yah '09 is over it's all about 2010....a new me, new start, new place, new friends" NEVER ! Like seriously, it's just another year, meaning there's more to come. I'm not gonna forget that '09 ever existed. Yes, it is a new place and yes we did make new friends, but many of us are still just as tight with their old friends. A new year is about remembering the past for what it was, living in the present everyday, and welcoming what the future brings us !

That is all :3

Lyss <3

i know that i have loved you ... at 11:25 AM
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